First true love

Ok so basically this is my situation I'm 18 years old and I just started my freshman year of college in florida, I've been w. My girlfriend since the beginning of freshman year in high school crazy right..the problem is that I just moved to florida and...

she still lives back home in the northeast, I love this girl with all my heart and I know we were both made for eachother, I would do anything and everything to be with her and make her happy, I love her sooo much it isn't even funny I know for a fact I want to be with her the rest of my life, we've had soo many good times and we've changed eachothers lives, we've basically grown up together I mean we were nothing but little kids who thought eachother were cute and now its grown into something amazing, I guess what I want advice on is what I should do, because latley I feel like im not really part of her life as much because I moved away and I just feel so lonely and depressed w.o. Her in my life its like how do you go from seein eachother every single day for the past four years to all the sudden one day I can't see her even if I wanted to, I think the change was easier for her than me because she still has her family and her friends to fall back on me im somewhere I've never been before w. People I don't even know, and latley she doesnt call as much and were not really on the same level anymore, but still she swears she loves me from the bottom of her heart and she wants to be w. Me and wants to make eveerything work cause I told her next year I would go to college w. Her because she is going to college in ct, and I'm soo depressed w.o her I call her all the time text her all the time send her messages on facebook expressin my undyin love for her and I kinda feel like im startin to annoy her not because she doesnt love me anymore because I do believe she loves me she just tells me that she wants to hang out w. Her girlfriends all the time rather than sittin at home bein depressed like me and she swears shes depressed and misses me as much as I miss her, it just sucks because im in fl and theres so many times to do so many dif girls and people and im def a very good looking guy I just can't even see myself ever loving someone else other than her its like how could I do that when I know for a fact I want to spend the rest of my life w. Her and I know its crazy because im only 18 and im saying this but honestly who goes 4 years as a teen being with the same person, I don't want to go out, I don't want to have funn, I don't want to meet new people all I want to do is be w. Her and I can't, this is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, she tells me that if its meant to be love will find its way and I aready know it is, its just this is going to be the hardest year of my life and I don't know what I would do w.o. Her or who I would be she makes me who I am and everything I stand for, it just seems like shes gettin thru the change soo much better than I am she says she wants to make it work and be together and she says if we can make it thru this it will prove to her that we should be together forever but I already know no matter what girl I meet no matter where I am no matter what I do I will want to be w. Her regardless latley tho from what I've seen I dunno if we can make it thro this but she thinks we can but I am the one having the problem im the one hurting im the one lonely, what do you think I should do???

WOW that was inspriational. You really love her hey. I dont know what to say, I want to help so bad. Im also 18 and I'm off to college next year and I fear I might have the same problem. The only difference is that Im a girl and my boyfriend is staying behind another year. We love eachother to bits and even now it kills me when Im not with him. I know how hard this is for you but you need to trust that it will work. Love is unconditional, it wont just fade away because you have moved apart. You need to go out and make friends and think about your studies... I know you miss her and want to be with her but you need to live a little to, it doesnt help being depreesed all the time, it makes the situation worse. Im scared to for next year and I dont want to leave him but I know I can trust him and I know that he will love me no matter what. Its hard, I know but get out and go to a party. My advice to you is that I think it must be very hard for you and everything and it would be for me to but hey life happens and we need to deal with it in the best way possible. She loves you, you love her and love never dies.

I know exactly how you feel because my boyfriend left for college two weeks ago and I'm still a senior in high school. it's just a little different because he's the one who seems to be taking it more easily than I am. he made all sorts of friends and loves it up there. I'm just stuck at home all the time moping and trying to get used to the fact that I can't see him whenever I want to. it's the hardest thing in my life, I'm not going to lie. but I know that we'll make it through it because we love each other and we're meant to be. I'm sure that you and your girl friend will be able to do it. it's going to be so hard and you might want to give up, but don't. especially if you'll be going to the same school as her. I'm going to go to the same college my boyfriend's at. we're both so excited.
love will find a way, no matter what.
funmail me if you ever need someone to talk to. I know exactly what you're feeling and I can help, hopefully. and maybe you can help me too.

it's kind of nice to know that you aren't the only couple trying to make it through something like this.