Finger is wrong

ok heres the deal.......I guess I've hit puberty because when I jackoff after a few minutes this whit clear stuff shoots out....is that sperm....ok well anyways...just recently somethem happened to me.....im kinda not popular but this one girls loves me well we watched movies one night and all the suttoned we where making out and I she took her shirt off and she told me to finger her...thats the first time I ever seen a girl naked and thats the first time I've fingerd a girl im 16....I believe that you should wait until your maried to have sex even though this wasnt sex I feel guilty for some odd reason help me please!!!!!!

well if you didnt even like the girl thats pretty wrong...it probably wasnt your heart talking or making the actions it was the 'guy' in you and waiting until your married thats a good goal unless you have already found your true love but dont just go doing things with girls you have no interest in...