Finding who I really am...

I don't know who I am anymore... It all started when I moved from my elementry school to a new one and I had tons of friends when I went to my new one I started developing a shyness toward others and I started to click on to one person as my bff well I did and she moved so I stayed in the same school btw I'm still friends with that girl well anyways when she moved my new bff became this girl she was goth well I started to dress like her and then I became goth..well I moved stuck on too another girl btw im in 8th grade now...well im not goth anymore but just hardcore kinda but well when I look at things I cant decide of myself anymore I cant explain it
why cant I find myself?
why do I feel like I need to be guided and told?

okayy, you haven't been your self and you been fallowing people thats why now you don't even know your self like shop around store's and get stuff you like and evrything and you should kind out okayy..