Find new friends instead?

I feel like such a bummer to my friends; and I get bummed when they don't talk to me about it when I want to. They avoid me for a very long time until they get a straight answer as in . .I'm doing great! If they don't, they ignore me a few months more...

and it keeps repeating! I feel alone and disappointed that they refuse to talk out feelings with me.

Wouldn't a REAL friend stick with you always no matter what you're going through??
and not avoid you on your gloomy days?

What can I do?

You're right, a true friend, REALLY knows you and is still there in difficult times when the others run away - you can pick friends, not family - just pick some good new ones !!

The sad part is, I don't know where to look anymore. All the good ones are taken and don't care enough to be my friend. I've tried! !
But then. . I guess they arn't good if they refuse me. I just keep searching for nothing these days is what it feels like. Discouraging.

Try going to your favorite place example (Library, swimming pool, mall ect), and find someone interesting. Go up to that person, hold out your hand and say Hi there, I'm___whats yours?