Feeling down

I have been feeling very down lately. I have low self esteem like I will look in the mirror and think I am fat, and will cry and hate about how ugly I look though I know I know I am not. I feel like I can't talk to anyone and I feel like I need to...

because I just keep tearing myself down.

A lot of my close friends have moved and that has impacted me very badly. Also in school I have some friends but they aren't close. I have also always wanted to be popular because they are the really pretty ones and they are the ones that have boys that are friends, and have a lot of confidence. I also feel like I go through school sorta falling behind. What should I do?

okay , I used to have pretty low self esteem.
But I told my self; SIDNEY? YOUR GOREGOUS, SHOW THE WORLD (:
I bett your goregous under all the tears, wipe those tears, show the world what your made of !(:

I agree with sidney
just look at what good things you have,
great family
friends
good looks
and a nice house
you aren't fat
you are pretty

I hope I helped