Fantasy of mine

I've always wanted to have a fling with an older man(not 60's older) but like 30's -40's im 19 and in a good relationship but I've always wanted to be with a more experienced accomplished man. I wouldnt cheat on my boyfriend even though im extremely...

flirty and working on that I've never cheated but have always wanted this to happen. Should I just put this behind me and focus on my current boyfriend? Advice?

If you are happy in your relationship then yes you should put that behind you. In the future, if you guys ever break up you can try to find some one to complete your fantasy. But right now??? it would be very wrong to do that to your current boyfriend... if everything just happened to fall in place (like a coincidence) then be honest with your boyfriend.

U know, a 30 yr old man, is not that different from a 20 something. It depends on several things. I know a 35 yr old guy who had sex with just 3 different womans. And my friend with just 21, finished is Sun certification and is making loads of money, becoming an accomplished man at 21.
If you just want to see what is like to have a fling with another man, go for it. But don't kid yourself thinking that age changes that many things. It doesn't.
You're 19. Have fun, experiment!

I am 37. Some of the best sex I have had was in my 20's with men in their 20's. Trust me, it doesnt get better with age automatically. It just depends on the guy. Focus on your man. You are young and will have plenty of time to explore.