Ex problems

My ex-boyfriend andi have dated 4 almost 11 years I am 16 now and so is he but recently I had sex with him and he broke my heart by lying about me having his baby I lost it because I went to work and got in between these to pepole and they had a frying pan and hit me in my stomach and that's how I lost my baby he says he doesn't blame me but deep down I know he does he doesn't talk to me anymore and if he does it 's just hey and bye, but I think he still does love me because he hasn't dated anyone else since we stopped talking . I still love him and want to be with him it's just that I don't kknow if I can trust him agian my parents want to put him in jail and for what just cause they don't like and respect him I will fight till the end over him and that is what I have been doing these last couple of years. I will always love him because he was my first and I was pregnant by him but please tell me what to do: should I try and try to get him back or let go no matter how hard it's going to be . He told a friend of mine that he thinks I hate him but I don't please tell me what to do! ?

11 months or years. Don't be silly. You were 5 years old.

I THINK HE STILL LUVS you BUT HES A LITTLE MAD AT you RIGHT NOW.