Ex boyfriend and me having ex sex

Ex boyfriend and me having ex sex

Hi, I had a long relationship of 9 months with a guy that lives an hour drive away from me. I'll make it short. I fell madly in love with him, I've cried a lot etc. He was my first, and I only did it cause he pushed...

and pushed, but I dont regret it.
Since we lived far, our primary communication happened true phone and webcam.

However he got a full time job and claimed to be too tired to drive to my house, and stopped coming, so I ended up going to him only.
It was very emotionally painful to miss him all the time, as he stopped callin as often (we used to talk every single night, then it was just twice a night) If he called at 3 am in the morning I had to pick up or else, I had to wait for his next call, because he didnt pick up my calls. (I tried explainin how I was feelin and how I missed him, and from that he said I became stressful to talk to)

I pushed him to break up with me so many times, it never worked, until one night.
3 months after that, we started talkin again, he came to see me, and we had sex.
I told him I still loved him, and he said he did too. I asked he to get back with me, and he said she should wait a little.

I went to see him, and asked him to get back together, and he said he didnt want to talk about it. So I had ex sex twice, I didnt feel right cause it was just sex...not makin love, or anything.

So heres the question: should I keep trying to get back with him and how do I do it?, or should I just move on?
Sucks to recognize it but I've begged him to get back with me, and tell him I love him. And I also would like to sleepwith him again but I dont think I can deal with the empty feelin I get afterwards

omg end it now I delt with that crap for 2 years the same as you are saying except without the we cam part. It typically doent get better this fool cheated on me lied to me made me cry more then you would imagine it sucked and he kept doing it we actes like we were still datin when wed hang out once in a while which was worse and he'd tell me oh I love you still and you mean everything all those lines but kept doing the same stuff in it just is a crappy way to live so confront him and if he keeps it up end thats crud then and there

**Sucks to recognize it but I've begged him to get back with me, and tell him I love him.**Desperation is unappealing to guys! And sex isnt going to make a guy fall for you, OR commit to you...again! Sex doesnt prove a thing!

end it now. I dont even think you need confrontation at this point. it seems like all he wants from you is sex. and you give it to him. that needs to stop...I know it seems hard but you have to remember that you deserve more than that..
hope that helped!