Drug addict loser. how can I be a winner again?

How can I face the world. After 14 years clean, I'm back on drug. I didnt want to deal with anything, after my wife got me started on drugs knowing my past then abandoned me. Now she calls me just to bring her drugs her sister saw this and want to help me. But she uses drugs too and now I'm dating her. Just lost my job. Appartment. Car furniture is in storage and I'm about to lose that. I'm 40 years old and about to go live with my mother. What a disgrace. After all my sucess and money I made. . I am human and I made so many mistakes how can I get back up again. And be proud.

Get help! Sign your self in to rehab. My dad was a drug addict and it destroyed are family. It was the worst time of my life. He ripped a whole in my heart. What do you think you are doing to those who love you? Take yourself out of the drug filled situations. Make sure you and the influenceing people know that you are done and over with the drugs and don't come around with them or being high. I've seen it first hand how hard it is. The cravings and withdrawls and all but now I see the outcome of staying clean (I have my dad back :D) I could say itll be the best thing you have everdone. As you said you were cleas for 14 years! what the heck are you doing now then. You did it once now do it again. Self satisfaction brings pride. You must be familur with the 12 steps... do them.
Good Luck

I'm on dope too bro. This is some serious s#!t. I have sympathy for you, but I can't give any advice. Sorry bro.

YOU CAN BE AND IN SOME WAYS, YOU STILL ARE A WINNER!
YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH THE DRUGS AND I'M SURE YOU CAN FUNCTION JUST FINE WITHOUT
THEM- YOU MAY NEED TO DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM YOUR 'FRIENDS' THAT ARE USING. YOU ARE STILL SO YOUNG- LIFE HAS BIGGER AND BETTER PLANS FOR YOU!
GOOD LUCK, BE WELL, AND BE KIND TO YOURSELF!