Don't know what to do !!

I am a 15 year old VIRGIN and I know that there is nothing wrong with this or anything but all this talk about being sexually active is really getting to me. I have had plenty of boyfriends and they are all older than me 19-21 and I have no clue how to...

deal with this. The more I start talking to the 20 year I am talking to now the more I want to have sex with him. The problem isn#039;t that I don#039;t want to the problem is that I am scared and even though he promises to be gentle I also want my first time to be special and I know that if I give it up to him that I will have deep feelings for him and then he is going to do noth ing but break my heart. He already has 2 kids and he doesn#039;t need another one. I need to know how to break this down to him. Also I am in the process of moving and he wants to get this done before I leave which is in a couple of days. If there is anyone out there who can help me it would be greatly appreciated. THANX!!!

Forget him. He obviously only cares about himself, not your feelings.

The only advice that I can give you is make sure this is something that you want to do and take a moment and really analyze the whole picture, make sure that this is something you wont regret inthe next 5 to 10 years.

sweetie you know its illegal for you to even be touchin that boy. you are a minor he isnt. and why do you wanna ruin your life by having sex. i mean condomes and birht control dont always work. how would you like it 15 and pregnant? and if hes 20 then no offense but he might not even stick around, and if he does then he will go to jail cuz you guys had sex.