Does this hurt you emotionally?

Whenever I see my best friend and her boyfriend, it makes me want to cry because they are so happy and right now im waiting for my crush to get over a girl that he likes. I always want to leave the room whenever they are with eachother. is that normal...

or is that just my weird self(I am weird)?

your not wierd, and ask yourself why you are waiting for your crush to get over a girl he likes...you might try to get with him and help him get over her ;p

Your not weird, your just selfish. Why shhould your friend feel bad because she has a boyfriend and you don't? Don't sit around and wait for your crush to come to you, go out and meet new people. Maybe tell your friend how you feel about her and her man and suggest you two spend more time together without him there.

By the way.. my friend knows how I feel...we tell eachother everything

well this feeling isn't going to go away unless you do something about it. you'll always be jealous of your best friend if you look at them like that but soon you'll find out relationships come with a lot of problems too. your best friend doesn't automatically have an amazing life just because she found someone who loves her as much as she loves him. trust me your day will come but you have to be positive about it. don't wait around for things to happen (for your crush to like you) find someone who will want you right now. if you're complaining that you don't have a boyfriend then the least you can do is try. hope that helped, good luck!

haha lol I have that phase but mines gone up to having the same feeling when I watch mr darcy confess his love for elizabeth bennet

Well, all I can say about that is that you should never let anyone make you feel as if you don't deserve what you want. We all have the opportunity to make our lives better, and the best thing you can do for yourself is take advantage of it. Whether that be by moving beyond this other guy or by waiting for him. Just like Mnarman mentioned, you just need to take some action. Do it for yourself. Life is about improvement. And to improve, you need to be content in and move past feeing sorry for yourself and past being thought of as selfish. Do what you feel you have to do to make yourself happy. You deserve the opportunity. We all do. ;P