Does my crush like me back or does he hate me?

This is really complicated so ill start from the beginning. There is this boy I like, obviously. :3 I've always had a crush on him since grade 1.

Anyways, he is really popular, and I am sort of not. I am not a loser or anything but im not the type of...

girl every wants to be around, you know? Im sort of in between. My crush and I have known each other since kindergarten. So we've watched each other grow up all these years in school.

He used to talk to me when we were little in grade2 and 3 and 4. But I left in grade 5 to go to school in a different country, then when I returned to canada in grade 6 he came up to me and said.
are you(my name here)?
I said yes all shyly and awkwardly(becuase I still liked him) and he gasped and walked away.
Ever since he has never spoken to me!
I still have a serious crush on him, every time he walks by I get all awkward and the atmosphere changes I can't even look at him becuase if I do it's like I would die. It's really hard to explain, but even if we are in the same room it's so awkward and there is this weird vibe that I can't tell if it's good or bad. If we pass by each other in the halls we both get all silent for some reason and all awkward and our faces get all serious.

He is a class clown, but every time I am in the room he will try his hardest to be funny.

At recess we always make sure to be far away from each other becuase if we are beside each other I just feel kind of scared. But not really scared, I mean like I can't breath or do anything becuase looking at him just makes me want to die.

He talks to everyone at school expect for me. He even talks to my friends and it seems like he is always finding excuses to talk to them. And I notice that when he does talk to me he gets really shy, which never happens with other girls, and plays with his fingers and doesn't look at my face.

But thats very rare when he talks to me. We don't even say hi, or wave to each other or look at each other. Just walk by each other awkwardly. He always harasses all the girls too! But not me. He just ignores me, at least he tries becuase it seems that everywhere I go hes there! Its as if hes following me!

He even talks to the losers of the school. And I mean the losers!

It's not fair, he talks to everyone but me. And it gets so awkward when we are near each other and just this vibe that I can't explain goes off. I don't know if this is hate or maybe a crush...?

I am reposting this question becuase my other one didn't get many answers.

(angelfire2708 it would have been very nice of you to give some helpful advice to hypnotized...try it sometime) I think that he thinks you are a hotty and does not have the confidence to talk to you, if you really want to be with him one of you is going to have to make the first move...when I was in school I was that guy lol and a girl in your situation liked me and one day she got up the courage to ask me out...we are still together going on 6 years now (ASK HIM OUT) easiest way to ask someone out if you are afraid is to tell your friends you are going to do it -so that way there is no backing out.

You received 4 answers. Thats more than a lot of other questions get. Maybe your wanting to hear what YOU want to hear?

Again, I dont see any signs that he likes you.

None of the answers cleared it up for me.

I think he likes you,
thats why everything gets so awkward.
I mean, just think about it,
if you get scared around him,
maybe he gets scared around you too..?

Anyways, he is really popular, and I am sort of not.
He even talks to the losers of the school. And I mean the losers!

He sounds like a real winner.

And it also sounds like maybe you aren't that attractive and he knows you like him, so he's just trying to fiddle around because he feels awkward about it?

My thoughts, anyway, because that's what I would do.

**And it gets so awkward when we are near each other and just this vibe that I can't explain goes off**If he is really popular, I'm sure he isnt feeling awkward towards you. Its just your own vibes making YOU feel that way.

He used to talk to you when you were little, now he doesnt? DId he all of a sudden grow shy now that hes alittle older...I dont think so. I just think he isnt interested in you if he doesnt care to even say hi. He talks to EVERY other girl, but you...how can anyone think someone likes them with that kind of behavior, especially with his popularity!

lol agreed

He loves you! If you can't see that you might want to get glasses just kidding. But you should up to him and tel him I'm 99.9% sure you feel the same about each other and if you can't find your self able to talk about it to him start by talking to him everyday until you guys are best buds then bring up the queston. I hope this helps!

I think he likes you back, I mean, youve never given him reasons to hate you right? so why would he get THAT shy in front of you..? HE MIGHT LIKE YOU BACK! go ahead and ask him out ASAP!

Well I've been liking this boy since last year and we used to talk a lot on the bus when he first moved here. Ever since now, he doesn't talk to me and he is going out with other girls and ignores me like we've never met! Is he using those girls to make me jealous or does he hate my guts?!

I think he likes you, but not enough to have a relationship. He knows you like him, so he feels awkward about you because he knows he wouldn't date you. Find someone else, he isn't worth it.