Does he love me or just using me for somethin else??.im confused...

My story is a lil bit long but very very very interesting

ok...
last year my boyfriend asked me out and we went out for a week and I broke up wit him because my ex best friend told me he cheated on me with another girl..
then a few months went by...

and he asked me out again and I said yes
probably into tha 3 or 4th month he was leavin me to get on his bus,,he gave me a hug and a kiss and walked down the stairs and said I love you and I said waht did you say and he said love ya...
I didnt know waht to think but he neva said it again afta that time
so as our relationship continues on tha 8th month
we told each other we love each other (it was his b-day)
but I didnt tell him that juss to make him happy because it was his birthday
around the end of the tenth month that we have ben going out
my ex best friend and him are cousins
so she told him that I was cheatin on him and I liked other dudes and a whole bunch of lies to get him to break up wit me ... but it didnt work he said he wasnt gonna break up with me
and my ex best friend told me that he had friends with benifits and he be with other girls and stuff like that
but she told me not to ask him about it because she wasnt suppose to tell me
I battled myself weather to confront him or not
I wanted to confront him because but
I didnt want to cause I thought it was true and I didnt want to break up wit him because I love him..
my ex friend said that he wanted space
I had midterms and I said to my ex friend at tha time that I was gonna stop talkin to him and worry about me and my midterms so I can get that best grade
so I take one test and I go to take a bite to eat wit my ex best friend and another girl im not friends wit no more
the other girl tells my boyfriend that I sent her to break up with him...he got happy
she claims she did it as a joke at first but when he got all happy she didnt wanna disappoint him so she didnt say it was a joke
so when she came back and told me that she did that I was pissed off but at tha same time convinced that the break up was what he wanted so I didnt do anything
so then a couple weeks go by I get another boyfriend to make him jealous
and my ex tells me that he wants me back and I shouldnt be with my boyfriend I had at the time
so I try to make my boyfriend break up with me cause he started to cry when I broke you with him so I treated him wrong to break up with me
he cheated on me and I found out so I was so happy that I had an legit excuse to break up with him to get back with my ex
so now im talkin to my ex and he says he has a girl and he doesnt want to break up wit her cause he really likes her but he said he still loves me
so I said ok whatever .. I neva made him cheat on her
so HE LOST HIS VIRGINITY TO HER and HAD $*X WITH HER MORE THAT TEN TIMES and ATE HER OUT,,SPENT THA NITE AT HER HOUSE AND MEET HER MOTHER...
and they did all of this in a month and they neva meet each otha before that
he cheated on her countless number of times
so I had another boyfriend
and the day we was suppose to make a year he texts me and says im your second man and I say ok..
then he breaks up with me a month later
then a month goes by...
he askes me back out again...and I say yes
but his girlfriend that he was going out wit he still kinda goes out wit her I guess
lemme explain...
he neva broke up wit her
he only textes her sumtimes and neva goes to see her at all
and he doesnt claim her but she claims him
and my best friend told tha girl that he broke up with her
and when my bestfriend told him what she did he didnt care
he just said ok
SO thats our story
now he knows everything about me,,,he knows im a virgin,,he knows I neva did nothin more with a boy that make out
like I said he knows everything about me...
Now my question is why does he want me back,,,I dont think he loves me anymore,,,and I think he wants something else from me but I dont know waht...

What do you think??.

wow girly! that is so dramatic! sounds to me like the immiture girls you were friends with were super jealous and were just trying to break you 2 up! This is something you are really going to have to follow your heart with! But trust me... The key to make a relationship work is honesty, trust, and communication! It sounds like the 2 of you had none of that! IF you decide that you cant possibly go on without him, id say make it clear to him that just because he slept with someone allready, doesnt mean your going to do it too! Save that girl... for when your old enough to deal with the emotion behind it, and for a special guy who honestly loves you and EARNS IT! And let him know that if you 2 are getting back together your going to have to be totally honest all the time, and work things out, and dont believe A THING these jealous kids say to either one of you untill you talk it out first! But if I were you, id dump the jerk for good, he doesnt seem to know what he wants AT ALL! Your young and youll probably have a million more boyfriends before your my age! and you will probably think you love every one of them at some point. Just have fun and dont take life so seriously because when its true love... YOU WILL KNOW IT! 3 Keep your head up and I hope everything works out for you!

I think you schouldnt go back with him one thing he knows you are virgin and he alreadedy experience I think iether stay aaway as possible and be happy

I've actualy had a kinda similar experience last year .. well not as dramatic lol ...
I think he is just as confused as you are . and you need to sit down and talk to him and tell him tat you feel dats all he wants . if he really does want you back he wont mind and will convince that dats not all he wants ... to me it sounds like you love each other very much and use just need to give it a chance and stop lisning to what your friends say abou your relationship dey seem to be just stirring tings for use ... I tink use will work tings out if use have a fresh start and stop lisning to rumors =]
Hope tis helps !!
Xo

U both are confused..u guys break-up and get together again,.I think this is a sign of Love because there is something between you guys that does'nt let you both go away from eachother for a long time..
but the decision is urs, you should think about what you want!!

If you do care about him I would sit down and talk to em. Dont jump right back into a relationship tho. Sounds to me like he(I dont mean to be mean) but is just keeping you around as a back up cause he knows you will take him back. When and if you decide to sit down and talk to him. Tell him if he is serious about it all then he will take it slow. You need to build the trust back up and what not. So start off as close friends or how ever you wanna call it. Guess most people say your talking to him w.e lol and then as the trust and connection becomes stronger and if it feels right go back out with him and try to make it work. If hes not willing to just be friends and build that stuff up then he is doing what I said and just keeping you around as a back up(again I dont mean to be mean). hope this helps and makes since. message me if not! il try to help more

Hey ... im glad my advice helped ..
If that is true well den it means he really does love you and sex is not all he wants from u . not every boy wud turn turn down sex if dey wer offered ... its sounds to me like he just realised that your de 1 he wants to be with so go for it girl ! and dont let anything get in your way ... believe in him and dont let what friends say ruin tings for use again =]
Hope tis helps !!
Xo

wow yeahh thats a lot. but what I would do it sit down and talk with him and be like... if you really love me and truely want me back, you wouldnt want anyone else in your life right now, and you would commit to me. Somthing like that, but only do this is if you truley love him and want him back also.. but if your not completley shure, I would think everything through first, very well, before talking with him. And go with what you truely want for yourself and whats best for you, if you think its too soon to get back with him, then take some time off, and maybe you would find somone else. Or try it again and see if it all works out. Just do whats best for you, trust me. I made a big mistake in my past, and I would regret it but, then I wouldnt have learned from that mistake ya know? just do what you think is right, I know you will make the right choice what ever is meant to be, is meant to be. if you need more help just messege me, I'm always here