Do you all think he doesn't want to talk to me?

This is REALLY long so bare with me. Please consider reading this if you're caring enough and not a lazy reader, because I need help. I'm feeling really bad right now. I'm a young lady and I really don't do well when it comes to the opposite sex. Most...

guys don’t look at me or give me the time of day. They tell other girls they are pretty but never me..which hurts my feelings badly. I try the very best I can with my appearence. I didn’t think I was that bad looking, or maybe I am because everyone avoids talking with me, or even making eye contact and no guy approaches me. I honestly..I really do do the best I can with my looks. I don’t see what’s so intimidating about myself. I am actually crying right now because there’s nothing more I can do. I have a beautiful personality but it seems that no one looks for that. Which is why I'm so self-concious about my appearence because it seems personality isn't the first thing guys look for. It’s thought personality was what matters most but it doesn’t matter to anyone else seemingly. Even online, whenever I show someone my pic, they always stop talking to me or try to get me to do something sexual with them (ie. phone sex), but none of them have ever said I was pretty. Guys have shunned me so much that I started to believe that all of them act the same. I knew that sounded bad...but I wished there was just one who could prove me wrong. My confidence started to get lower and lower as more and more guys rejected me.
So I joined a dating site in hopes that someone would be interested and me. And this guy, let's call him Joe was interested I guess. He gave me his phone number so I could text him sometimes. So I did and things seemed to be going pretty well. But see I have an issue with accusing people so quickly so I thought that whenever he didn't contact me for weeks at a time, I automatically thought he didn't want to talk with me or was interested. And I'd always text him saying if you don't want to talk to me, all you have to do is say so. or if you're not interested, then tell me. and he would always reply saying No. I like talking to you. I've just been really busy. He would say that every time.and I would always say sorry. This happened like 3 or 4 times.
Well, everything was going smoothly until last night. He wanted to trade pics, and he showed him mine. and then I became nervous because I thought he would stop talking to me once I showed him my picture (because of all the other guys I thought about who stopped talking once they saw it.). But I showed him anyway and deep down I was hoping he'd say something like I was beautiful. But he didn't. He didn't say anything just like the rest of the guys.
He just said something like it's a little fuzzy but it's not too bad. and then I said in a humurous kind of way trust me, I'm prettier in person but I guess he didn't know that statement was supposed to be innocent. He then replied with something like I'm not shallow so ya. and then I tried to explain that I had a hard time thinking positive because of the way other guys have ignored me once they saw what I looked like. and then he said something like I'm not shallow, I just have a lot of baggage. and then I told him Don't worry. Your pic didn't look bad. I think it looked cute!, trying to make him feel better about himself, but he didn't respond to me after that. So after an hour with no answer from him, I started to become angry thinking that he was doing just like all the other guys and quit talking to me because of the way I looked. So I texted him saying I know you don't like my picture, but it's me and you can't change that. and then he said I never said that. To tell you the truth it really bothers me how you expect the worst of me. You really have some insecurities you either work on your confidence or stop talking to me not to be mean or anything.
and then I texted him saying well I'm sorry I don't mean to offend you but I've trusted people in the past and they let me down. and besides you've said nothing comforting about my pic. you didn't answer my last text. you don't have to say anything for me to realize what you're thinking. I think I'm pretty but you can think whatever you think. I'm not a mean person and I don't want to be rude but this is bothering me. and then he replied saying fine. whatever. I didn't know what to say
after that, I was still steaming. I just rested my mind and then after like 30 minutes I said I'm sorry. it's not your fault. I'll talk to you later if you want. I got no answer from him.
I realized the error of my ways after a while and I felt terrible. So I left this sincere message on his voicemail this afternoon. I said: Sorry to call you at this time if you're busy. But I just want to apologize for the way I acted the other night. I realized you were right. I agree with you, I really have some insecurities that I need to fix. I know low confidence can be really annoying. I should've never accused you of being mean or shallow because you're not like that at all and I should have thought twice about that. I have low-self esteem and I warn you that sometimes it may show but I promise to work on that. I didn't mean to make you angry or anything, although I wouldn't blame you after the way I treated you . You didn't do anything wrong, it's my fault. You're really nice and sweet and I hope you can forgive me. Bye.
I really did mean that. But he hasn't contacted me at all. Do you all think he still doesn't want to talk with me even after I left that apology message? I know the whole thing's my fault but I tried my best to patch things up. I know that I was the one who did wrong, not him.
Thanks for reading and answering.

You may have put him off with the way you acted. You left a good apology. Just stop stressing and see what happens. If you think you are worthy others will too.

People like what they like and you can't change that. I'm sure there are things about guys that would make you not date them..same with guys. Onto him not talking to you for weeks cause he's busy? WTH? You are worth more then that and deserve more then that. If he acts like this now imagine what being married to him would be like. Long story short it would suck azz =) Not trying to hurt your feelings but the truth does that at times... Usually if a guy is into a girl or vice versa they can't get enough of them and they look forward to talking to them, they don't put you off for whenever they have nothing else to do. Do you really want to settle for this guy who doesn't seem to be trying to make you happy or chill out and wait for someone who will?

wow, you write a lot.