Do i really need mental help?.. my mom thinks so.

Im josh.
Im 15...
I skip school
I hate my parents I hate life I hate being outside
I stay inside most of the day.. why? I really don't know why its just scares me. I cut every single day. each day I have 10 or more cuts on me. my parents know I cut...

but they don't care.
I hate my mom
I punch my mom.. why cause I get upset with her and mad.
My mom cries every day sometimes she will sit by my door and cry and cry and talk to me just to clam me down. sometimes I think im freaking crazy I use my dad's 9mm and hold it to my mom's head... 2 days ago I didn't stop punching my mom until she told me she loved me and cared for me over and over. my mom cant go anywhere by her self if I see her watching tv I'll beak the tv or I'll punch her. if I see her talking to my dad about me I'll punch her. my dad doesn't really do anything but help her .. I think he's scared of me cause he never tries to stop me. if my mom tells me to stop something I'll grab her by he throat and push her in the the wall. I'll even hold a knife to her throat I don't know why though. my mom thinks I need serious help. she tried calling 911 on me but I made her call them about and told her to tell them everything was fine or I would blow off her head. I was wondering do I really need mental help?

um I think you might...what your doing is really starting to harm your parents and yourself

yes...do you want to end up in jail? cause that is exactly wher they gonna send u. Dont do anything that you'll regret. I know your dad and mom loves u. just think of how you would feel if they were gone...they are takin care of u, but one day they wont b ther

U need to confess...get your mom and dad together and tell them YOU LOVE THEM and admit to them you need help and you want them to get you help...all of you will feel better

please get help!!
you won't only be helping yourself, but everyone who loves you!!!
you should realize that what you're doing is hurting people,
and it's not right.
and for threatening to kill someone,
holding a gun to your mom's head?
a knife to her throat?
she's the reason why you're alive
and you really need to respect and appreciate her more.
you can live a much happier healthy life with love if you get help.

one time I was being constantly nagged and yelled at and I was thinking of swearing! but I held it in. I do talk back though when I got older but never physically touch my parents because that's the way its suppose to be. think about it, if you were a father and your son hit you and did the sh*t you did, how would you feel? yea You would probably knock them out but wouldn't you prefer to feel superior and have them shut the f*** up and look at you with puppy eyes instead? I feel sorry for your parents and I want to knock you out. pick on someone your own size who's not related to you...WEAKling

sorry for my last post but I was so upset that I stopped to realize that you were here for advice and you acknowledged that you need help(right?) so that is a positive step forward. yes it is a good idea to see a family therapist/psychiatrist and to talk it through with your family to see the root of what is causing these feelings. if you feel that you want to change then I believe you can if you try.

Yes, you do and your probably realise it but won't admit it yourself. That much aggression is not normal. Make an appointment and a counselor or psychiatrist and get help.

wow I think there is something more seriously wrong with you then just being mentally disturbed, I think you show signs of being a future murderer or somthing even worse like a phsycopath... you should seriously seek help before you one day really over step the boundaries and kill someone... you should never lay a hand on anyone in a violent manner and especially not your parents, yes it happens and may people do it but that doesnt make it right and it is disgusting. I know you are looking for help and need peoples advice but by the sounds of things you enjoy doing what you seem to do to your parents, you see it as a thrill. the reason why im saying this is because if I was in your situation and really wanted help wouldnt have gone into such detail about how I brutally beat my mother.
you should be damn ashamed of yourself

YES YOU DO ... NOW !
According to the results of one study, approximately one-third of children between the ages of three and seventeen physically strike their parents each year. A number of mothers stated the violence began after the children witnessed violence between the parents. While hard numbers are hard to come by, in Sacramento County prosecutors handle approximately five parent abuse cases a week, and ten juveniles a week are incarcerated for commenting violent acts against their parents. Between 2007 and 2008 forty percent of the calls to Parentline Plus were from parents seeking help with their abusive children . Drugs and alcohol use may be a catalyst. Are you using them? You sound like a very angry young man. Never NEVER touch a handgun again unless you plan on it going off and find yourself incarcerated for life. Swallow those prescribed medications like your life depends on it. There is no shame in needing help and getting it, but a world of SHAME if you so much as make your mother worry or cry again. Maybe next time you'll love her back or be removed from the household entirely. It's your decision ultimately .. your choice. You can take the advice offered here or face dire consequences. Everybody faces consequences. So far you've been able to get away with murder ... well not exactly YET anyway. And go back to the psychologist ASAP. Tell her what you're telling us. Some of this may be due to a chemical imballance in the brain, but what YOU DO ABOUT IT - determines the outcome and your future, if you have much of one. Now .. go apologize and tell your parents that you love them ^like you mean it^ ... if you can't then go take a look at yourself from the inside out. and know this ... if you can't love them now would you rather mourn their loss?

As is the case with most victims of violence, there is a degree of shame involved. The parental victims believe that they must have done something wrong to incur such wrath. They often remain in denial until something drastic occurs. In many cases, it's too late as the drastic occurrence may be the actual murder of a parent

you should get help
go on jerry springer lol
he will help you
and I act the same way but I dont every attack my parents or hit them but I do yell a lot I get frusturated fast and I don't know why...but we are kinda different because I would NEVER hit my parents or hold a gun to their head NEVER IN MY LIFE!!!

I would say yes. I can relate partially. I'm in counseling myself. I've felt close to what you feel and I have in the past hit my parents...out of defense really...but I was angry and hurt. I cut...I end up with nearly a hundred or more by the end of the week. Counseling and medication have helped greatly. I can feel real emotions...and I mean I can still get sad. The emotions are there so dont worry about getting snowed in with medication. you can still feel and think. just *hug* it'll be okay. Take things one step at a time and try counseling.