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How do I lose weight to stop feeling so horrible?

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I wish I could lose weight. I feel awful everyday of my life. I cry everytime I have to pick clothes out for school, because I hate how each peice of clothing looks on me. I cant help it. Everytime I look at myself I feel sad. I dont want to feel this way ALL the time. Could anyone here please, please tell me how you lost weight and actually got motivated. I try ALL the time, but it never happens. The most frickin excercise I get is walking from class to class at school. (pretty much anyway) I just want to be happy, while im still young and live my life it should be lived! Is that so hard to ask for? I do try, but I always say: I'll diet tomorrow, it will be easier that way. I just feel sad all the time. I am a really outgoing person, but my low self esteem deprives me from making new friends, and talking to other people. I find it difficult to socialize just because of my weight. I know it is hard to understand... if you have never been overweight. You probably think just go frickin excercise! Well I do, but I dont see results so I give up I guess. When I dont see results I feel like its never going to happen. Or that nobody will care or notice. I want to lose 70 pounds. Yes I said 70. Im embarrassed to tell my weight. But Im 5'4''. Does anyone else here feel this way, and are actually overweight? I feel like crap and I always am down on myself, but then I tell myself I can do it,, but f course I dont. Its just hard for me for some reason. Thanks for the help anyone who answers. Btw, I do hide my weight pretty well, but I know how fat I am underneath my clothes. I guess I have some muscle too my doctor says, but I know Im still fat.