How to get out of this crush relationship?

Right I have been seeing my buddy im having s*ex with, there was no strings attached but as you do, I have grown feelings for him. now we have finished with eachother now because he likes another gril, but because I have known him since I was born, so im really happy for him, but then im also sad. My parents do not know about him so it is shhh lol. He has no feelings for me in return because we have known eachother for so long.
The other night I went round his house to watch a movie and I ended up giving him a b*j, now I feel like a s*l*ut, he is such a nice guy and feels really bad for what is happening that im not happy, you cant love someone who you dont have feelings for. I just dont know what to do?? please help me

if uve known him since yhu were born just sit him down and tell him how yhuu feel...whats thaa worst that could happen??

you never no..he mite be affraid to tell yhu hw he feels...men are like that!!

just try talking to him && I hopee every things turns owt ok

xx

I have told him and he dont feel the same way

Nice guys respect girls, not use them!

Well, if he's told you he doesn't feel the same way, stay away from him. He doesn't love you, yet he'll let you give him a blow job. Nice guy...really nice. Not.

Once again I agree with (comepletley) with Angelfire2708.

Dont feel that you are a s***t. What you did is just 100% normal. You are attached to this boy in certain sense, and this will never end. And he is also attached to you for forever, this is why he accepted your b/j. But now you two should get some fresh air in your life. You should just start to go out with other boys, and spend the time with them. Be brave to make love with others too, and your feelings to this boy will normalize. Maybe later you two will find each other again, maybe not, but now you definitely need to step out from your childhood friendship and discover the world ( I mean the body and love of other boys and girls). I hope you understand me. (I had seen the fate of such a childhood frendship between a boy and a girl)