Crazy mom..

for one she has a gambling problem,and its like I can't go nowhere. its been happening for a very long time and I'm seeking help now like I been have. I can't go nowhere because she's always gone and everytome I ask can I go somehwere she gets mad. she...

asks me for money and gets mad when I don't give it to her so I give it to her just to keep the peace cause I hate when she's around and plus she pays me back. she makes me clean up like I'm a slave,that's all I do. I have a boyfriend and we've been togethr for a yr and 2months and she made It seem like she likes him but everytime you turn around he can't come over to c me and I can't go anywhere. I can't tlk to her because she feels I'm being disrespectful or something and she gets mad. its hard talking to her. she gets violent at timesidk what to do or say . I've thought about suicide so many times and I get depressd and stress and can't do anything about it so I eat cry write and pray. I don't know what else to do...

oh sweetie dont think about suicide. my moms not a gambler but she is a drunk. its been so long since I seen her sober. most of the time she doesn't know who I am. and when were not playing tug of war over her keys she treats me like im just there to make her life easier... im not sure what to do about ether of are situations. but I can relate. if you ever need someone to talk to im here..
good luck.