Could i be pregnant?

I started keepin track of
My mentstral cycle in may.
So far its...
5/09 1-6
6/09 3-9
7/09 7-12
So this month I did some math
And came to the conclusion id
Get it around the 9th or 10th.

Well, today is the 10th we've
[my my hunny] been trying almost...

2
Years and nothin has happened
Yet, last month, 7/09 I ended the
12th, then on the 14, the 16h I had
Some extremely light spotting,
Barely a drop. And the again around
The 24th or 26th. Ethier way, I had
Spotting 3 times after my period.

I checked the symptoms and I seem
To have almost all of them and I dont
Know if I should test right away or
Wait till the weekend or even the
End of the month, everytime I think
I mite be I run to the store and take
A test then start my period that same
Nite or the next morning and feel like an a$$
...or the little boy who cried wolf one too
Many times. I know my boyfriend wants one too and
Everytime I think I am I turn out
Negative I feel like im fu*king with
His head and I dont wanna get his
My hopes up again or be depressed =[

I feel like, dont think I can
Have babies. Everyone says not
To think that way, but im not
Too sure what else to think
At this point. =/ help!!

Take a test?

The only way to know when you are ovulating is by taking an ovulatoon test. A piece of paper and a rough estimate will not help you concieve. Buy the ovulation tests and if that does not work then go to your doctor and get a fertility test. If you can not afford to do those things, you should not be having a child anyway. Sorry to be harsh.