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How to not be so scared of church?

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okay. im young. I am soo scared of church. I dont know why I guess I was never involved with my churches youth group when I was little and when I meet my friends & went to their youth group I was never treated the same as them because I didn't go there as long as they did then we stopped going / kinda believing my best friend. is very Christian. hes going to school to be a youth pastor. he wants me to go to his chruch. and try it again and my mom wants me to too. along with an old bestfriend but because I stopped believing in god and have done some very big sins. I am so scared because I dont want to be a hypocrite and I dont know I dont want to be an outsider and feel all awkward. I don't know what to do. I want to believe in god but it seems so hard. my bestfriend is so important to me and he knows a lot and I look up to him I want to be a better person and this seems like a good way to improve my life. but...im so scared. what if everyone there hates me.

help??