What if I can't handle this anymore?

Lately (past six months) I've been feeling so depressed and my mood's been so low that when I go to sleep I wish I could never wake up. I cry for no reason and I even keep thinking about killing myself (didnt have the courage yet though). I never look forward to anything and all I ever do is think about food or spend time at the gym. Nobody cares anymore about me or wats wrong with me and I feel so fat, horrible and worthless. I dont even know why im writing this on here as its not a question..
All I need is a miracle, otherwise I cant handle this anymore.

I'm so sorry.
If you need someone to talk to
Am here ;D

I've been there. I didn't have thoughts of suicide though. I've felt worthless, had no movtivation to do anything, felt bored with life, ached inside and out, it is the absolute worst. There has to be a cause of your depression, mine was my dad being a drug addicting and choosing them over me. Whats yours? If your having suicidal thoughts and the depressions lingering this long then you might need a therapist. You may just need somone to talk to. Maybe I can help. Like I said - I've been there.
Hope that helps <3

omg I know exactly how you feel..I feel exactly the same rite now!!!
I tried commiting suicide like a week ago...I guess its a miracle that im still here
but I know how you feel,I still feel really depresed..my causes are because my
ex-boyfriend!!if you need someone to talk 2 im here..

well it would seem that the problem lies on what you think about your physical appearance
what you need to do is find something you love and do it...it could be a hobby or anything
you really can handle this, you can handle living,
your friends and family do love you, perhaps try spending more time with them, like going out more
but really...
youve got your whole life to live and the rest of it to die
so its better to live life now while you still can

I know how you feel
because I feel the same way 2 and I dont know what 2 do
and I have sucidal tought 2
I wish someone could help me!