How to get people to leave me alone about food?

I want to ask you about me
I ve lost the direction in my life ,,I m so lost and whenever I ask anyone and get the advice something in my brain refuse to follow it ,deep inside I know its true but I cant just go with it,,
I m 30 years,
152cm
37.3kg
I...

worked a lot to lose weight
I was 60kg
I was fat and called names now I work out ,,run,lift wieghts,drinking prtoin shakes,giving myself hard time after each time I eat wrong food ,,next day I eat an apple ,carrots,cucambers,such stuff
the scale that I checked in my fat today was 1%,,they were shocked and I told them its not always accurate
what can I do
when I eat more I feel guilty
when I eat nuts ,some veggies,no bread,suger,fats,I feel good
I use little of olive oil
I use sweeteners
free zucher cookies sometimes
free fructose bonbons
that kinds make me feel alright and give me the same taste
everyone around me is critisising me like when I was fat
it old them to back of I need to respect what I see when I look at mirrors
can I know what to do
thanks for listening

I've lost the direction in my life as well, but I don't let it keep me down. Just keep going until your true path is revealed. And if yor true path does not appear, you must create one for yourself. Waiting for good things to happen works out for some people. but others must make good things happen for themselves. Which one are you

thanks piker for your reply it was really helpful ,,how do you think I should react with what I m going through?what way should I start ,,I would like to do that myself I just need some hints

umm... Your question confuses me slightley, if you could refrase it for me, send me a funmail or ill check back here

all the point piker was something in my mind
do I have something wrong or my family just hate to see me thin?
and if they do why the hell they gave me hard time when I was fat
its very confusing to me either my whole life is becoming like dark abscure forest and I m lost between huge gaint trees
thanks for help