Does anyone suffer with bulimia?

all I want to do is talk to someone whos gone through the bulimic expierience and find out how they got through it. im sick of people judging me and not trusting or understastanding me, and always saying why? why are you doing it to urself? your gorgeous and beautiful why? they just don't understand! I want to stop it but I feel like I can't and just keep going back to it. what should I do?

I competely understand what you are going through and once you started you can't stop. you constantly binge and then feel fat so you plurge. It's a constant thing and even when people approch you about it all you can do is deny it. I am working through my ed right now and I think my breaking point is whenn my mom found thrown up food under my bed because she knew I could not throw up in the toliet cause I was afaird of being caught. I was embarssed and frusterated adn tried to blame it on stress. And you get those triggers like something goes wrong and you just feel like eating and throwing it up to get that being full feeling. Then when you look at yourself in the mirror all you see is ugly fat mess. part of it is not even the whole fat part it is the mental aspect and everyone thinks your just trying to lose weight because you think your fat. Hopefully you have not gotten to that point yet because it's so tough. being bulimic I think is harder than any ed because it is so draining. I remeber so many times sitting near the toilet crying about everything. Anyways I'm better now but if you feel you ever need somebody to talk to and understands then fun mail me but anyways I really hope you can get through this good luck!

Hay im Bulimic (with a few ana tendencies) I TOTALLY know what you mean, but sadly I dont want to stop... my friends tell me the same things. its a HORRIBLE thing to suffer from. If you ever want support (to recover or not) fun mail me =P we all need all the help we can get!

Saint XXX

I'm bulimic.
I hate it.
I'd rather go back to anorexia...crazy as I know that sounds.
people are so judgemental.
I'm here if you need me.

I have bulimia 2 and don't be like scared bc your not alone ok? I no you want to stop so do I buh then I look at mi friends and I want to stay skinny like them ya no like I feel if I stop being bluiomic I would look like a pregnant cow lol well I think that we can both help each othr out wid this disease ya no?

I completly understand. I am going through it now myself and wonder what the answers to these questions are. I just want you to know you are not alone with these feeling.

I understand..my best friend is the only one that knows, but I tell her it's not serious and that I only do it like once a week & I said I'd stop after the summer. In the beginning it was only once a week or every few days but now I either don't eat at all or throw up after, and I have a hard time sleeping and I get dizzy often..But I've been getting a lot of compliments that I've been losing weight and everything, so I don't know when I'm going to stop..good luck, hope you get better