How can i get him off my mind?

So me and the love of my life just broken up on July 20th. We were dating for a year and a half. I got pregnant in September 2008 and lost the baby. At first he was freaked and then he was okay. After I lost the baby, he was there for me and everything...

was going great but then it started going downhill. He slowly started to drift away. Then we went camping on July 5th and we had a little fun. When we came back, he went straight on the computer and talked to his friends. When I called him, he ignored me. If he answered, he would get annoyed and yell. He didn't come over for a week and a half and he just sat on the computer still. Then I asked for him to come over for 3 days straight because I wanted to spend my last days with him because I knew it was going to be over soon. Then he told me he didn't love me or cared for me. I didn't want to be with a guy that used to love or care for me so I broke up with him. When I packed all his stuff to bring it to him, I gave him it and he didn't feel anything. He just asked, Is that it?. I said yeah and we stayed silent for a second or two and then I said goodbye and he just went inside. I got in the car with my mother and started balling. Then I messaged him and asked if we could still be friends. He said no and that he didn't want anything to do with me. I still love him and care for him a lot. I miss him so much. I keep having dreams that he wants me back or he's making out with another girl in front of me. It's starting to make me go crazy. I have been doing good on trying to forget him but when I try to be strong and hold it in, I just remember the good memories and then just him not loving me or caring for me and not wanted me to be in his life anymore. The place where I live is really boring so I can't get out. I dropped all my friends because they got me into drugs and alcohol but I quit. So all I have now is my ex boyfriend that I have about 3 years back. He's been supportive but it still hurts. I just need some advice and ideas on what to do to get him off my mind... Please, please help.

Ok, well since your young I figure that when you got pregnant it gave an eye opener. He probably kept thinking that its closed for him. his life is set or something along those lines. once you had lost the baby he just wanted out so he didn't have to deal with that (which is horrible). Regardless what you should try doing is sleeping under the stars and think about random things or go see a movie with your friend or just play a computer game. Maybe its because you are forcing yourself to forget him that it makes you keep thinking about him, if I were you I would just sit down and remember those times and cry. get EVERYTHING out and than maybe you'll be able to move on easier than you thought, instead of remembering the past.