Stuck between two paths?

will I be ever happy
I ve loved one and he didnt love me back and now I m engaged,will I ever be over him??/
I m a woman now and the man is married with 2 kids forheaven sake ,,it doesnt make any sense to be locked that way all my life whenever man...

approach me I feel sad and upset till I decided that I have to be like humen and get over him
how can I avoid his name from my mouth I m so afraid that I would call my Faïence with my ex lover ,,name what can I do,,
how can I cope with my life now
please help me

people always say you don't forget your first love... you just have to realize that it is over and make good from it. you are now engaged to an amazing guy probably!

thanks for this good push towards confident it really helps