Best friens asking you 2 change

0k...well I've been friens wit a girl named Alize and Monica since the begging of the year. They were the PERFECT best friens I've ALWAYZZ been looking for and they were Alize and Monica. I never had true real friens before. k so they got 2 know me well...

and knew lots of mi secrets and I wud tell them EVERYTHING. s0 im not the most guddy guddy girl in the world. I make lots of mistakes but im 13 and thts normal...I thnk. well they knew that. it started when we were at Alizes b-day parti3 and it was a sleepova. there was like 20 girls. whn the adults were asleep we played Truth Or Dare in the basement and we were sitting on the floor and some girls were sitting in chairs. Well ok...this sounss wierd but please dont judge me...im N0T like this anymore because I have a boyf. Well I was going out witt Monica @ the time and evry1 knew that. So whn we played truth or dare there were L0TS of dares of girl on girl kissing. @ 1rst I ddnt f33l confortable witt it because I ddnt want t3h b a parti3 pooper and im 1 of th0se girls that juss likes 2 hve fun. ^_^ so anyway, after the parti3 was done the next day me and Alize went 2 sleepova @ Monicas house. we sleptova and the next day Alize's mom called and said she had 2 go home early. Me and Monica were l00king @ eachother like ok??? So thn a few hours go bi and thn I had 2 go home. whn I got in2 the car mi parents said Alizes mom called and said she heard what we dd downstairs and bout the truth and dares...a girl told on us...=P She also heard Monica and I were going out so Alizes mom and Mi mom tlked on the phone. Mi stepmom thn told me that Monicas mom and alizes mom think im a bad influence but How iss it mi fault??? juss because I hav3 mad3 more mistakes in mi life more than those otha girls and hav3 a few bad reputations doesnt mean I started it. I ddnt! Mi frien Terisha was the 1 that kept whispering in mi ear ask to play truth or dare, your loud. S0 the next day mi BESTFRIEN Alize came up 2 me @ mi locker and asked me Amanda, will you change? I was so shocked because Alize was alwayzz the frien that NEVER judged me and alwayzz looked what was on the inside and not on the out...because yeh I admit it...I show mi boobs a lot and wear short skirts...doesnt mean im a slut. I xpress miself. I mean I HAT3 it whn s0m31 calls m3h a slut whn a slut is a girl that has sex wit every guy...I NVER had sex ONCE!!! im proud off it. s0 I just saidd 2 Alize how can you say that Alize? than walked away. Than the next day we didnt speak and Alize kept makin a BIG deal of the parti3 and looked sad and moppy all day she went h0m3 in the middle of the day 2 s33 her mom. and EVRY1 KNEW BOUR IT!!! whn I w3nt home than I looked @ mi msges on utube and saw that Monica wr0t3 me Amanda Im gounded for 3 months now. thnx a lot I was like what??? why THE HECK DOES EVRY1 THNK THS ISS MI FAULT!!!??? I wasnt the 1 who told. The onli33 reason why they were blaming it on me iss because l0ts 0f people in mi sc00l thnk 0f l0ts of rumors bout me are true so Alize and Monica think if they told people it was all mi idea they wud b like yep thts Amanda. She wud do that w3ll than I strted t3h g3t PISSED because I heard Alize and Monica were spreading rumors bout me and saying the 0nil3 reason why I came 2 Alize's partie was to kiss girls and throww like a BIG CRAZII PARTI33 whichh iss s0000000000000 not tru3 and than Monica kept tellin people I was the biggest slut in the scool. Also Thn Alize and Monica sent me a msg saying that I ruined Alizes parti33 because she g0t introuble and sayin that I need 2 chang3 and that there mom's dont want them hangin out wit m3h anymore and sayn how I was preppy thn emo, preppy than emo. like uhhh thts called going thru phases and I wasnt preppy or emo. I am JUSS ME!!! they know I neva had sex. they know I never bacstabbed them. I've ALWAYZZ b33n there 4 them and gav3 them gud advice. iv33 alwayzz told them n0t 2 f0llow mi f00tstpes because I've made a l0t of mistakes and learned a L0T s0 they shud take mi advic3 because I kn0 a l0t more than they think. S0 iff iv3 alwayzz b33n loyale 2 them. never backstabbed, alwayzz been a true frien and whenever they cried id AlaWYZZ been shoulder 2 cry on. I mean...I fricken missed class twice juss because I wanted 2 go down the hall and cheer up mi frien iff they were crying. isnt that a gud frien??? s0 why are they judging mi outside and keep looking @ mi past??? what hv3 I EVA done mean teh them??? I really dont understand @ ALL! pleazzz help me

If they were your friends,they would like you for you and not make or ask you to change,if they don't like how you are now,then it's time for them to walk and YOU move on. Whichever is happy how you are,stick with that one and push the other out of your life.

Your not sl*t,they probably said that to get to you,don't listen to them.

I don't think your a sl*t, but if there your 'friends' then they shouldn't judge you.

Your friends shouldn't judge you, next time they ask you to change say something like 'I've gone through a lot of mistakes and hope I wont go through them again but whoever I am is none of your buisness and im not going to change for you so f*** you ' hope you get some nice new friends