Beautiful wreck - new song

This song is my first back in song writing and it's called Beautiful Wreck

Half my life it's been like a bomb battle field always blown when there's happiness
All the arguments I have been put through have made me this way
Keeping your eyes on me...

every waking minute like I'm going to turn on you one day
This is not the life I wished to live out every time a birthday passes
You promise me that it will get better the next day but it just gets worse
Nice to me one day mean to me the next you always treat me like a fu*king horse
I just want the fu*k out!

Beautiful life born years ago you promise me the best
You try so hard to keep a promise but yet you break it towards the end
Wrecked life at the end because of your selfishness
I don't think I will make it much longer if you keep this up...

Hurt me everyday with your endless yelling and threats
You say your sorry but get full of rage over a small think and break out again
I don't care if your in my life - just treat me better than you have all these years
You always say I have it better but you treat me like sh*t day in and out
Threaten me all you want I'm not afraid to stand up for myself
Even when you think your bigger than me but your just as small as an ant
Which is what you think of me!!

Beautiful life born years ago you promise me the best
You try so hard to keep a promise but yet you break it towards the end
Wrecked life at the end because of your selfishness
I don't think I will make it much longer if you keep this up...

(medium pitched snare solo 14 sec.)

You think I can make it with you in my life (dead wrong)
You say I'll survive just a little longer (dead wrong!)
You say I'll be fine after you've hurt me (dead wrong!!)
I don't want to live ANYMORE!!

Beautiful life born years ago you promise me the best (3x)
You try so hard to keep a promise but yet you break it towards the end
Wrecked life at the end because of your selfishness
I don't think I will make it much longer if you keep this up...

Only one person has made me happy and it's not you
That person has loved me more than you'll ever give me
Good-bye forever selfish pri*k!!

song written by maggot4
influenced by Eminem's Beautiful Slipknot's Blister Exists

Wow That was uh-mazing and soo deeppp I lovedd it!!!

I love ittt!(:

that was so deep and an amazing song,like you sang it from the heart,loved it!

No exit - Jean Paul Sartre. What is this quintessence of dust? Free bird.