Am i depressed?

im 14 years old and I think I might be depressed, I think my life is so boring, I would rather be in my room listening to music than out doing things with my family. I dont like talking to my stepmom but im fine with talking to my dad. and I feel...

horrible cause even the littlest things that my friends or brothers and sisters do makes me mad. just yesterday my friend was showing me something on her computer and I got really mad but I was thinking why am I getting so mad at her? and that makes me feel bad. and I hate the way I look.. my sister is depressed and has to go to a physologist or whatever they're called. I dont want to go to a doctor or anything because I dont want my parents to treat me different, nicer, almost. the other day I was going to see the school guidance counseller but I didnt, because I am kinda afraid of what I have to say. am I really depressed or just going thru a bad time?

thanks

it could be depression, or just a rough time in your life. I was in a similar spot as you for a long time just a few weeks ago.. and then my life turned around and I'm fine. so it could be a fluke like that, or something else. the best way to know is to call your doctor, or tell your guidance counselor and see what they have to say. it might be best to ask your parents to set up something with your doctor. hope things work out for you and good luck

oh my gosh, ya my mom and dad got a divorce, tho I stayed with my mom. sometimes I feel like im in a black, dark hole and drowning, my chest physically hurts sometimes when I think about my dad, but dont worry, usually im okay the next morning and can laugh with my friends again, it'll b ok, it just seems really bad at the time give yourself a few weeks. =)