Am i at a loss?

I am about to got to college as a freshman and I dont think I will last long. I did well my senior year in high school and the others not so due to other students and what not. I wont know anyone there and I will be in a dorm room with a complete...

stranger. I am not cute, I have no friends because of my mother, and I have no clue what to do. its like she doesnt want me to talk to my bff anymore because of her famlily issues and she doesnt want me to get involved but I dont want to lose her as a friend and make it seem like I didnt care when I do. I dont have a car and I need one, we are poor as crap, I have to pay my mothers house payment of $1400 b/c she cant work b/c she is disabled and I had a job (recently took time off to go to school), I can to the conclusion at the gym with my guy bff that I wont meet a guy and have a boyfriend and get married b/c I am ugly, and omg. Can someone tell me how in this world will things get better ( I know they may not)? How will collge be? am I completely at a lost and should I just give up at life?

damn you be and hella hard on yo self. before you do anything you gotta build up your confidence feel me then you cud sort everything else out. and as for yo mom...your grown so she cant run you no mo. and dont lose contact wit yo friends if yaw that close because friends help you relieve stress.but always remember to love your self before erybody and das real tawk feel me. good luck and school!!!

I Like yu should talk to your mither in tell her how you want friend and as far as you going to school make friends in the orm and see where you going with it