Am i anerexic or bullimic. help me please.

I was suffering from depression About Three Years Ago When I was Ten And I Became Anerexic Because EveryOne Was Calling Me Fat And I Beleved Them. I look In The Mirror And Saw This Big Fat Me. But When I Felt My Self I Could Feel My Ribs. I Didnt Eat...

Anything Except From Vegedables But Threw Them Up After. I Couldnt Stand The Smell Of Food Or Even To Look At Food. I Realised What I Was Doing To Myself And I Had To Stop. Eventually After About A Year And A Half I Had Recovered. But It All Happened This Year..
Somebody Spread A Rumour That I Was An Anerexic But I Wasnt Anymore. I Got Very Upset By This And Went And Waid My Self In The Nurses Room, She Said I Was The Correct Wait For My Height; 4.11 ft 42kg.
But Then It All Came Back To Me And Started Again. But Now I Am Eating Normally But Taking It All Out After, Sometimes By Vomiting And Sometimes By Pulling Poo Out Of Me Because I Am So Scared About Putting On Wait. I Dont Know What To Do. I Have Lost All My Besties Because They Cant Watch Me Hurt Myself.
Help Im Worried

Well,I use to starve myself or binge and purge.So now when I saw food,I cant stand the smell of it..I'll feel like vomiting again..But tell yourselves that you have to recover and it helps a lot.Eventually you will get use of it..
I would say...Dont care how or what people think of you.Dont let people affect you.Since you weight are just right,maintain it..Good luck!

you need to get help hun, you are bullimic my friends mum had this and it isnt a pretty sight try and talk to your best mates about it and tell them you want to get help, talk to your mum as well she will try and understand and help you though it.

its not nice being called fat I have the same bu from my family, as long as you are happy who cares what any one else thinks

Techinically you're not anorexic or bulemic... I dont know all the eating disorders listed in the DSM, but you'd probably having Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified...

It doesnt really help too much to know what you'd be diagnosed with, at the end of the day it is an eating disorder, and purging is very dangerous. Im sure you've read it before but you will ruin your esophogus, your teeth will rot, and it may eventually kill you... taking laxatives is just as bad, it messes with your electrolyte levels...

I seem to be advocating therapy for everything, but eating disorders have other issues involved, it is rarely just about losing weight. I understand how sometimes therapy just doesnt seem like an option though...

So, first of all, stop doing what you're doing... I know it is more work, but eat healthy, exercise... You will not gain weight if you balance the two...

Find someone to talk to...

I was bullimic. still am. just dont throw up, dont eat AS MUCH (eating is important, I know how cliche that sounds. soz) and work out, run, play sports, get active. dont throw up, because I've ruined my life. cut wrists arent pretty.

Thankyou For All Your Advice It Has Really Helped. I have spoken to my school nurse about it and she has helped. But im still not over it... I have lost 5 kg in 2 weeks!! Please im so scared I've tried all I can but I just feel so fat I stuff my face with food but then when everyones asleep I throw it all up. I have dreams about myself being fat and wake up and throw up

Go back and talk to her again. I know this seems hard, but you might want to tell your parents, or have the nurse tell your parents. Eating disorders become harder to fix over time, and the earlier you get help the better... And there are people who can help... It just takes time...

I have just been back into hospital. They said I am too underwait and have to go in every week to be force fed I am really really scared because now I way 35 kg :S but still the same height. I can not do anything :'(

its okay,, you dont need to listen to others about what they say about your self image, your you.
you need to stop, just control your eating and not throw up. Try not to throw up.