Am i anorexic at this age?

I m 30 years old I've e written a question on health here but I got one answer ,,again,,do I have anaroexia at this age ,,
I blame myself after if eel full
I feel guilty everyday telling myself that my work out wasent good enough even if I worked for...

hours
people are blaming me for being so skinny
I m now 37kg,82lb,
I still feel bad
I m trying to eat more fatty things but whenever I do that I starve for the next day
my instrector told me that my fat is 1% well I knwo those scales arent accurate,,but still I m concerned speically when I started to buy baggi cloths to avoid nagging I felt that I m not myself any good
suger free
fat free as possible
bread once a month/2weeks
I count my veggies
I eat fruits not much
I eat nuts
and I eat free suger stuff like some kinds of diet cookies and by counting also
I get up from the table hungry
I try to avoid meetings
help do I have it?
or not cause if I dont then I m fine
and if I have what the hell I m going to do???

If you are at an uhealthy weight you NEED to eat. Eating is what keeps us alive as well as water. You know what your body is doing. It's eating your insides cause your STARVING IT. It's alright to eat healthy and exercise but over boarding it is way unhealthy. Try getting all your food groups. You dont haft to eat the much a day as they say you do. Just get the amouth in, in a week cause that what really matters. I used to be anaroexic myself but I stopped when I saw how much it hurt the people around me. It was a struggle and I was doing it because I've never felt good enough. My current boyfriend helped me through and made sure I ate everyday. He wasn't my boyfriend then. Okay so just think all those people are saying somthing cause they are worried and girl dont buy clothes that are too big. You should ALWAYS love your body. I'm still struggling with that part some days I love it others I hate it. Just find a reason to stop doing this. Eat healthy still and you wont get fat. Also sweets are good for you once in awhile. Chocolate brings you to a happy level after a few bites. Also your an adult now. It is not a good example for young kids if even adults are having low self-esteem. Also did you know that Giving makes you feel awesome! The way you feel when you give will make you happy and boost your self-esteem. The best thing you can do is fallow the Lord. He will gide you to where ever you're happiest in the world.

God Bless

Erin

it definatly sounds like you have it
or if not then some other seriouse eating disorder
37kilos is very under what your normal weight should be
if you want help you can get it
but you need to remember that ultimatly...starving your body and taking things away from it dosnt make you skinnier, it makes you weaker
you need to concerntrate on the things you put in your body, and you certainly need to put more things in it!!
yo really need to put on at leat 10 more kilos to be a bit healthier...and try and work your way up kilo why kilo...you should be more than 50 kilos to be healthier...
try to stop obsessing over your weight and gain some more!

It does sound like you have an eating disorder. I would seek proffesional help just to be on the safe side.

seek help or talk to your family. it helps. trust me.

I'd guess your are underweight and you def' do anorexic things.
you can be anorexic at any age.
you should seek medical help.

thanks for all who replied ,,its very nice of you to take my problem with such consideration,
I think I will follow the advice and go to dc its just to diffcult for me to talk about everything openly with a person speically when I learnt how to lie to my mother telling her that I m still above 90 such a lame lie I feel so bad and down
thanks again