im also 17 years old just today is my birthday im usually hyper and somtimes happy if u don't like me oh well im not considering changing for anyone im a very outspoken women anyways ,thanks everyone for being my friend and i just want
2 be friends with people on here im not dating so yeah im taken by mylove chad and its forever i love u chad sparks forever and will never hurt u ever i trust u with my life and heart and i know u do the same, but have alot of cool new friend guys there ausome lol i luv music marylin manson,linkin park,drowning pool,nickel back,rob zombie,three doors down,three days grace,korn,evanescence,afi,metallica and rap,country lol and for movies horror movies,romance,comdey,funney lol yep
anways i have a dog named ruby she is 5 years old and a cat named kitty 10 years old that is the family cat hehe i luv my friends and family to death i have 3 blood relative cousins Colby,Jerry and Billy there more like bros to me because they been with me my whole life we been born togather i was adopted when i was 6years old i live with my grandma and grandpa my real mom lives in nevada and my real dad live in greely colorado i miss my parents but i can;t change the fact that they didn't want me when i was born and had nothing 2 do w/me when i was growing up its there loses not mine i luv my grandparents alot and there here for me thats all that counts and someday i want to play the drums or guitar lol also i lived with my birth mom in hawthorne nevada and it went ok for aliittle while but then she just hates me and can't stand me so she kicked me out and now im with my grandparents agian yay for that my father never calls me or mother and guess what they never called me today for my bd what a FREACKING suprise oh well! and also i love being with my friends and also just trying to live my new life anyways hit me up anymore questions peace:)

-myspace is -www.myspace.com/pookabear7 u guys can add me if u want xxx

***I belive there is a force in this world that lives beneath the surface somthing that primitive and wild that awakens when u need an extra push just to survive like wild flowers that bloom after a fire turns the forest black,Most people are afraid of it...and keep it buried deep inside themselve.But there will alwats be a few people who have the courage to love what's untammed inside of us.one of those men...is my father.There was once atime when americans came west and to discover there destiny,today they seem to move around every which were.restless and unsettled but i think there still looking for the same thing -a place where they can be optismistic about there futur,A place that helps them to be who they really want to be...where they can feel that this life makes sense..A place were they can feel...what i feel when im in my life.Cause when im in my life all i feel....Is Free.***

Written Bye:C.H.B
Age:15 1/2

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╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ Emos--

You diss
I slit my wrist
When you cause me pain
I slit the left vain
You break my heart
That’s where it starts
When you pretend
To care
Well how do you dare
It’s just not fair
So I remain
So damn silent
See my stain
It was very violent
I’m just a shadow
A part of the past
A part that could never last
My trickling blood
Is dripping fast
I hear a thud
I just lie and stare
I cry
And wonder why
Why should I be the one to go
Oh, because I’m emo

*somtimes in my life i feel like if i fly i can fly away from my probelms but listen now u can't run,fly or do anything to get away from ur problems because when u get back ur problems will be there waiting for u and staring u right in the eye because i know i stared alot in my life death,men,sorrow and love just letting everyone know this right now if u don't fix ur problem then ur problem will ruin the rest of ur life until u get it fixed or under control just lettin everyone know bye

written bye:Courtney Bane